i wish these feelings for you would no longer exist.
i don’t think i can handle going through this with you again. i can’t wait for the day leading up to you saying “i don’t want you anymore.” again. so i’ll save myself some trouble & i’ll learn to stop caring for you. i’ll learn to stop wanting you. i’ll learn not to need you or talk to you. then eventually, i’ll learn to stop loving you.& we will be over with for good.
Date someone who is interested in you. I don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. I mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. Someone who wants to read every word you write. Someone who wants hear every note of your favourite song, and watch every scene of your favourite movie. Someone wants to find every scar upon your body, and learn where each one came from. Someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. There is a difference between attraction and interest. Find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are, and hold onto them.
I gave so much to someone who never appreciated it.